You must find more balance in connections that are important to you if you are to maintain them. Your personality and life experiences makes it difficult to let go and trust. You need to realize that all this does is allow negative aspects of your past to continue to control your future. Remember that and move forward with renewed energy in your path. A powerful event or set of circumstances will inspire you in the coming weeks and allow you to tap back into creative energy. While in this flow you will likely feel less enthused about what it is that you do to pay the bills. This negative thinking can create a setback if you let it.